yeah i typically feel just apathetic lately. perhaps it’s because im transitioning from college to school, perhaps i just need someone, i dunno. but yeah, apathy is my current norm rn.
May 31, 2025
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I have the feminine urge to just pull my hair and roll up in a ball and cry and maybe catch on fire if I have the time too.
I'm not sure why but this month, though short, has been so awful. I'm actually feeling the academic stress creeping onto me, holding me in it's grasp like a vice. I can't focus, I can't sleep no matter how much I want to or how much I try. Being a junior everything just feels so real now.
I've lost my passion to learn more, to explore things and to actually give a damn about what I like. French for instance has become a nuisance, a pile of work just building rapidly which sucks because I've always loved that subject.
Math has always and will keep being my demise, never being my strong suit. I've genuinely started trying to learn but it's just so confusing and hard to keep up with.
Core is another subject where I've lost all creativity, making me feel asnif my writing is inferior to everyone else's, and it's because of this class I feel so much pressure to always be great and go above and beyond.
I hate feeling like this, I don't want to fail.
Genuinely the greatest mystery to me is how peers who pick up many sports, extracurriculars, go home late, to to bed late, can ace their classes and be so cheery? Like can I please know your secret? How do they do it?
I've lost all motivation to do anything, and because of this I feel so utterly lost.
Apr 8, 2025
My job is honestly great culture and working environment wise and I love (nearly) everyone I work with, but I do often feel sad. I think for me it’s a combination of having the responsibility of this obligation (see image), feeling sad that I’m not meeting some imagined potential, and also just not being busy and stimulated enough. I find that when I’m busy and being challenged I don’t really have time to feel sad.
It’s important to have work-life balance and create a fulfilling life when you’re not working + to find ways to make your time during work more enjoyable. Like when I’m working on something very tedious that doesn’t require me to focus on the screen I watch TV shows on mute with captions at .5x speed at the same time—right now I’m rewatching Yellowjackets because I just finished season 3 lol.
I’m hoping I’ll feel differently after taking a career pivot but I don’t even necessarily think that this sadness is really about work at the end of the day; it’s just that working is what I spend the majority of my time doing. Wherever you go, there you are…
May 8, 2025
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i don’t know what i want to do with my life and i feel like im behind wherever i need to currently be — and the worst part is i don’t know where im meant to be
May 11, 2025
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my face is also quite sensitive but it does have the 2% salicylic acid so it may or may not work out. it does foam though.
i also use moisturizer and anti-inflammatory products which helps with the sensitivity so really it depends. hope this helps!
May 31, 2025
because they all be singing. and chilling, and you can collect and decorate everything.
i don’t care if art doesnt go here but here i go anyway.
insta is @ lapislumine if ya want more ig
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if you really love sci-fi and fantasy, id totally recommend watching season 1 and 2 of Andor. it’s honestly just really good and it ties in lots of Star Wars lore so well. i was honestly so shocked to see it end up so good. also it has K2SO! whats there more to love :3
May 31, 2025