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yesterday i went to work, after work i went to the gym, after the gym i filled my car with petrol, i then went home, made dinner, had a shower, and then tucked myself into bed. all by myself. no parent to drive me around or make me dinner. no parent to financially support me. just me going to work so i can fund my life while also trying to fit in things that will make me a functional member of society. no goodnight kiss on the forehead. just me alone, being an adult. some days donā€™t feel real, and itā€™s the days when i realise i really have grown up and now have actual responsibilities. where did the time go
Feb 18, 2025

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Sometimes, when I was younger, I would dream about being the age I am now, and now that Iā€™m here, Iā€™m like ā€œthis is it?ā€
Feb 18, 2025
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sspuds literally. i really thought i would be a lot cooler than i actually am
Feb 18, 2025
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jilly youā€™re cool to me if that means anything lolll
Feb 18, 2025
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sspuds aw bestie no u šŸ‘‰šŸ»šŸ‘ˆšŸ»
Feb 18, 2025

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i miss my childhood bed, i miss waking up to a breakfast i didnā€™t have to pay for. i love creating my own space, keeping my secret journal open on my desk, sleeping naked, watching R rated movies on my TV, staying up all night, becoming an adult- whatever that means. i used to think the freedom of growing up was not worth the responsibility, but i think, for the first time, the scales are starting to tipā€¦:,)
Dec 14, 2024
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i'm about to enter my final year as a teenager in a few months but just overall i'd say all the decisions i've had to make where i am i'm officially an adult cause our legal age is 18 but yeah being in my second year of uni trying to figure out where i wanna go with my life what direction i want to take and then trying to figure life out with my friends and doing the most just so i can see them it finally feels like we're all adulting and going our separate ways in life and it hasn't really set in yet cause i just wanna be a kid and do nothing but sleep all day lol but it is what it is we move on and embrace all these new things coming with being legal/an "adult"
Mar 18, 2025
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i honestly havenā€™t really put real hard thoughts to this but the other night at the porter robinson show, he had this transition where the screen asked questions such as ā€œdo you remember what your baby teeth felt likeā€ and ā€œwhen was the last time you hugged your mom,ā€ and i stood there realizing i donā€™t really experience nostalgia in that sense, and i donā€™t really process the passing of time in that sense, but it did make me realize iā€˜m way, way older now besides the obvious things such as noticing your parents getting older, i think this year i finally felt it for real. whether itā€˜s younger friends pointing out that iā€˜m 25 and their tone just sounded like theyā€™re scared of that number (haha), or me catching up with my older friends and they are telling me about their plans and wishes about turning 30 itā€™s the act of having to be responsible for yourself, really really having to do that this time, and having to plan ahead despite iā€™ve always just lived life as it standsā€”and how much iā€™m struggling to do it. how frustrating it is to face the problems iā€™ve been running away from and still having no idea how to fix them, but just knowing that iā€™ll have to, that really feels like growing up anyway this is too longāœŒšŸ¼
Sep 13, 2024

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tried reading dante alighieriā€™s inferno. key emphasis on tried. i got bored and realised a story written in poem form is not my typa beat. i tried because it seemed like what all the indie hipsters who are well versed would read, and that i would look cool and nicheā€”but it just cost me $25. i prefer crazy detailed paragraphs rather than a line by line story. anyways
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saying ā€œiā€™m sickā€ when youā€™re sick is boring. instead, here are some more funky fresh and cool ways to disclose that your immune system has been highjacked (itā€™s time to revive these sayings from the dead!): ā€œi am indisposedā€ ā€œi am taken illā€ ā€œi am feeling out of sortsā€ ā€œi am suffering from a bilious attackā€ ā€œi have been seized by an agueā€ ā€œi am afflicted with a malaiseā€ ā€œi have taken to my bedā€ ā€œthe vapours have overcome meā€ ā€œi have a touch of the influenzaā€ ā€œthe rheumatism plagues meā€ ā€œi am laid low with a feverā€ ā€œi am afflicted with a troublesome ailmentā€ youā€™re welcome
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