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these past 6 months have been sooooo cray z
like... i have whip lash
a year ago i was a depressed drop out
now im finna graduate this program doing something i have loved since HS
shit is so fucking cray z
Jun 6, 2024
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i get to brag like once a year, here are some accomplishments i achieved this sophmore year:
- 3 mile pr in cross coutnry: 16:01
- made it to cif division championships (one race away from going to state)
- varsity cross country
- special school award in cross coutnry (specifically for being a "heart" of the team, hard to explain)
- ran 800 miles just in the 2024 cross country season (just from june to mid-november; ran 1400 miles total in 2024)
- entered a youth town hall series as an ambassador with 16 other students out of 75 applicants where i got to talk to four speakers and have student led discussion on talks we got to see — got to introduce mitch albom as a speaker to my peers!
- pr-ed in everything during the track season (2-mile, mile, 800, and 4x400)
- won the committed to doing justice award with one other person in my grade (jesuit award for my school, 2 people from each grade win 5 awards, 10 recognized per grade, 40 total out of a student body of around 600)
- perfect transcipt while taking 3 ap classes, one with dual enrollment getting automatic college credit (ap seminar, ap computer science principles, and ap spanish language + culture)
- ~30 hours of total volunteering for the year (not amazing compared to last year but better than 0!)
- finally started releasing a long worked on artist project, check that out here
- made amazing relationships even in the process of moving to a new town which is happening as i type this
very happy to type this as i do not give myself enough credit, this should be good for sophmore year, right huxley?
May 30, 2025
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i was far too busy getting completely obliterated to do so in my early 20s. (do not recommend.)
but the experience of doing schoolwork now feels like it did as a little kid. you know.. before puberty knocked me awake to the reality of my shitty home life, which caused a haze of depression to fall over me.
in my single digit years i remember being so excited to do school work, and feeling so proud of myself when i did well. im getting a taste of that again.
i never lost the exhilarating feeling i got from gaining knowledge that truly excites me. but it’s a beautiful new kinda thing with the added clarity gained from not being ripped on weed 24/7 and the added confidence gained from surviving the shit hand that was given to me as a kid.
hang in there 🕊️
Oct 28, 2024
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Dropped out of bachelors sem 1 because of a shitty roommate and no friends and then fucked around and failed a ton of classes in community college and finally finished up while my friends are graduating with bachelors!! Now I’m trying to go back to a school and get some college life experience before I turn into an old man ! Work in progress… on the way I found some work I actually enjoy doing and actually have a bit of a plan and a lot more of a personality than I did at 18!
I regret nothing but the F’s on my transcript.. I don’t even regret the amount of time it took me. I eventually got fed up with my shit work ethic and being on academic probation.. last two semesters I had like a 3.7 gpa that I am very proud of. I stagnated really hard at the end of high school and genuinely had zero passion for anything.. finding stuff I actually like took time. I have things to do that aren’t stupid video games and YouTube videos and common ground I can use to make friends.. not content with my current life situation yet but I am more and more content with myself as a personality every day
May 29, 2025
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using A.I. for art instead of using it to fix problems such as poverty, climate change etc is fucking weird
art is a way people cope with human existence and express feelings as well as share and pass down culture
why tf is A.I. in the mix
its weird to me
Jun 2, 2024
i like to wear lipstick on my upper lip but not the bottom
its v rare when i do
i been doing this since HS honestly and i love it
Jun 19, 2024
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it can be overwhelming dealing with the absolute chaos of the world
i know that feeling- i usually get so mad i cry
but i learned that you can only focus on what you are able to control
caring about people and the state of the world shows you have a huge beautiful heart
but remember you are only one person
and while you cant fix the world
you can do your best to be part of it and do what you know is right
no matter what
Jun 29, 2024