fear being a result of an overflowing of your love for your family is such a beautiful way of looking at things, I truly love that <3
for me it’s probably anxiety, if I’m being honest. I’m generally anxious about something, though I’ve made a lot of progress with my anxiety in therapy, so whenever anxiety is not in charge of my brain it’s probably joy! I really make an effort to find joy in little things, it keeps me sane, esp these days