can’t let go of what’s gone, cant beat the dead horse with friends anymore without seeming super stuck and annoying, but can listen to the new Planning For Burial album and make my silly objects about it😺💯
sometimes i hit slumps of divine nihilism. Nobody listening to this shit what’s the point type mindsets. ultimately i always realize creating music and visuals is the only thing that fulfills me and id hate myself forever if i quit. if i spend the rest of my life at a dead end job ill be happy as long as im still making music.
It's the key to making the whole thing work -- listen to the album some guy you met in Ohio sent you; watch the short film that the 22-year old you met at KGB DM'd you; show up to the screening if you can. It can seem like a nuisance cuz you can't see what P4k rated it and Taylor Swift or whoever isn't involved and you'll have no reaction to lean on but your own. But it's the key to staying passionate and making friends and keeping this whole DIY ecosystem working.
by Clarice Lispector. cannot recommend this book enough for strange young women.
she verbalizes internal sensations and animal knowledge I didn’t think possible to express. if ur a little feral and cruel and fiercely in love with life then this book is for u.