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I’ve spent too many years of my life giving my power away. To people whose own insecurities couldn’t bare to stomach my light, to lovers with savior complexes who needed me to be wounded to love or vice versa abandoning myself to build up others only for them to walk away and be better for someone else.
I’ve had to humble myself and acknowledge that I’ve attracted emotionally or physically unavailable people that mirrored my own avoidance and unavailability to self.
Well fuck that.
I’m not doing that anymore. My power is my own and I’m going to get and be as big and bright as possible. I want to be blinding.
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Jul 26, 2024

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Power is so underrated. My guess is because it’s been so bastardized in culture in its use as a negative (power hungry, power went to her head etc) But power is sooo necessary and also so goated! It’s limited and infinite. Power over self is all I have and giving it away whether situationally, energetically, or internally makes me feel empty, insecure, and unplanted. something fun to practice in conversation is really delaying response time while keeping eye contact
Jul 26, 2024
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nick3 truly! And personal power also involves a level of self-awareness and the ability to let go and surrender to all that which we can’t control. so ironically trying to control situations that are simply uncontrollable is a way of giving away your energy and power that could be kept and put into something that ultimately is for you.
Jul 27, 2024
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