Just texted her to say that we need to not talk, and I already feel so much better :)) 💓
(but a bit sad!!! gonna see my first surgery in two weeks and won’t be able to tell her 🥺😔. But I know will be good in the long run)
leave her letters for each day you're gone, or something small. she trusts you, you are going to be away for just a little bit and then come back! you're doing a good job
trigger warning for me being sad
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she is very old and probably not long for this world and i left her with my mom for a bit so she wouldn't have to go on a stressful daylong train journey with me… she is my everything and she’s been with me since i was a wee child of 13, i hope she holds on until i can be back with her 💕❤️🩹
go to events even if u think they’ll be iffy - better to have some memories of living life than none, go to library, go sit on the nearest grass
also u can’t expect good arts and culture if u don’t support the bad/amateur stuff as well 🦀
