trigger warning for me being sad
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she is very old and probably not long for this world and i left her with my mom for a bit so she wouldn't have to go on a stressful daylong train journey with meโฆ she is my everything and sheโs been with me since i was a wee child of 13, i hope she holds on until i can be back with her ๐โค๏ธโ๐ฉน