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makes me feel happy 🤷
i realised i stop myself from enjoying things a lot just because i think they’re too childish.
like… yeah. maybe it’s not exactly mature to spend an hour in a toy store looking for colourful, moving, fluffy, squishy things. but it makes me feel more alive than a vacation, concert or netflix ever has…
same with writing like i’m falling asleep on a keyboard while decorating articles with glittery symbols.
letting myself be against seriousness. against non-ironical snobism. against algorithm-polished aesthetics. letting myself be as ugly and uncomfortable as i am. it’s fine. i need it.
i realised i stop myself from enjoying things a lot just because i think they’re too childish.
like… yeah. maybe it’s not exactly mature to spend an hour in a toy store looking for colourful, moving, fluffy, squishy things. but it makes me feel more alive than a vacation, concert or netflix ever has…
same with writing like i’m falling asleep on a keyboard while decorating articles with glittery symbols.
letting myself be against seriousness. against non-ironical snobism. against algorithm-polished aesthetics. letting myself be as ugly and uncomfortable as i am. it’s fine. i need it.
22h ago
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💡2am thoughts so don’t mind me but as u can see i’ve been ruminating on reading and writing a lot as of late. i’m happy trying to make a name for myself as a visual artist but i’ve always joked in another life i was a novelist or poet…
i’ve still been posting on my poetry substack and that took the edge off but i realize i need more. i cringed at my old wattpad earlier in the week. i looked over my google docs of a story i wanted to write in college then abandoned bc i lost hope and steam.
i'm not getting any younger so i'm just gonna commit. i have two little fiction things that i've been toying around with for years that i’ve decided i'm going to take more seriously. who knows if ill do anything with them…i used to put too much pressure on myself when it came to fictional endeavors anyway. i just need an outlet. my brain and heart might just burst.
i’ve still been posting on my poetry substack and that took the edge off but i realize i need more. i cringed at my old wattpad earlier in the week. i looked over my google docs of a story i wanted to write in college then abandoned bc i lost hope and steam.
i'm not getting any younger so i'm just gonna commit. i have two little fiction things that i've been toying around with for years that i’ve decided i'm going to take more seriously. who knows if ill do anything with them…i used to put too much pressure on myself when it came to fictional endeavors anyway. i just need an outlet. my brain and heart might just burst.
Jun 18, 2025
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🫵A reminder for myself☝️ that writing a little every day makes me feel fulfilled and Real
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📝i don’t think i’m very good at it, but it’s only for me! so who cares!! it’s fun to make my world :)
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