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Abscent from the recesses, Pulling through strings, as a princess drinking wine on the balcony, Reading through scrolls, In time I will find a way to reach your location. Censor my steps as i make my way to your heart, laughter and cherish. Relinquish and bury all that is forgotten.
Jul 18, 2025
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π«Loneliness prevails! I would much rather live purely in solitude for ever and ever than waste another precious second in the presence of someone who has little skin in the game of knowing me or seeing me. Hearing me! I wonder why you keep me around if all your hearts desire is to hear the sound of your own voice.
It makes no difference if itβs me or anyone for that matter.
For all you know or even care I am merely an ottoman for you to rest your feet on, or a coffee table meant simply to pedestal your various notebook scrawlings and half-read books. I am a file cabinet. I have it here, dated, what you Thought and what you felt about work, or about your friends. ask me, I have it all.
And I loved it. I loved knowing you. I wanted to. I investigated and interrogated. I poured over it all with great curiosity, praying for all my red threads to weave a tapestry of you.
but I canβt remember the last time you asked me something about myself. When the opportunity arises, and god forbid, I Take it, you can barely hold your breath. Its like a shark sensing blood. You just canβt wait to talk talk talk talk talk. But hey, itβs your life, and baby, Iβm just living in it.
but I canβt remember the last time you asked me something about myself. When the opportunity arises, and god forbid, I Take it, you can barely hold your breath. Its like a shark sensing blood. You just canβt wait to talk talk talk talk talk. But hey, itβs your life, and baby, Iβm just living in it.
Dec 10, 2024
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β¨Reflections of sombre thoughts,
unfriendly β yet, familiar β caught;
Rising with these marmalade skies:
a past affair, but no surprise.
Along with the wind, came a whisper, gloomy and hazy, but growing clearer; trickling outwards from within, losing warmth from this mortal's skin.
As tangerine hues bleed indigo, a pattern of thoughts slowly unfold; Unfortunately it is one too accustomed, for far too long and unwelcomed.
What does it take to refuse you? Clouded with these thoughts untrue. What does it take to keep you away? These darkened skies have led me astray.
Along with the wind, came a whisper, gloomy and hazy, but growing clearer; trickling outwards from within, losing warmth from this mortal's skin.
As tangerine hues bleed indigo, a pattern of thoughts slowly unfold; Unfortunately it is one too accustomed, for far too long and unwelcomed.
What does it take to refuse you? Clouded with these thoughts untrue. What does it take to keep you away? These darkened skies have led me astray.