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and it felt suffocating like someone was stacking rock after rock on my chest and i could only wiggle my toes but couldn’t wake up, but when i finally did- cat.
Jul 15, 2025
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🫁can't get up,,, dog is sleeping, must not disturb, but feels so warmmm
Dec 30, 2024
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😃No.
Why?
Well… complicated.
my sensory issues are silly goofy rn. palms are unbearably sensitive. blankets feel weird. i am toasty in the bedroom. my legs hurt.
god knew i was too powerful. he nerfed me with insomnia and hella autism.
on a different note my cat is snoozing, very cute 10/10 action from her.
god knew i was too powerful. he nerfed me with insomnia and hella autism.
on a different note my cat is snoozing, very cute 10/10 action from her.
May 3, 2025
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I had been going through endless sleepless nights and I just couldn’t take it anymore. I took some pills and went outside, sat on a bench and watched the stars, smoking cigarettes and dozing off, hoping with all my heart to finally fall asleep, because then I’d finally be at peace.
I went to the cemetery and dozed off between two graves. Looking at the stars while thinking that those people could no longer see them broke my heart, but I was also grateful to still be here to see them myself.
Maybe I took too many pills, because I ended up sleeping for more than 24 hours and don’t really remember everything that happened afterward. Apparently, I went to my best friend’s place, she gave me coffee and cigarettes, and I found my first gray hair. Apparently, I also went out to buy a pain au chocolat, because there’s an empty bag on the living room table.
It might have been a bit too emo, a bit cringe, and kind of dangerous, but I can’t say I regret the experience
Oh, and I ran into a cat.
It stopped and stared at me; it probably isn’t used to running into another frightened little piece of vermin
Jun 30, 2025
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📚i looove looking at people‘s notebooks and journals all scribbled out and lived in. i like buy a million notebooks and always think i’ll use them but really they’re just empty and stacked up in my closet. like have you seen some of these bullet journals and how artistic the formatting and pretty pictures and writing are?? it’s so creative, i think it’s hard for me to get things out of my brain and to like convey them onto or into some sort of material. my friend has the most beautiful writing i’ve ever seen and puts all of her thoughts into a journal and she thinks it’s completely normal whereas i think it’s something absolutely fantastic! it’s not anything less than extraordinary to me, i admire it terribly.
i don’t know if it’s my attention-deficit or my bp-2 but the follow through is the hardest part for me. i know there’s definitely some low-confidence and accountability involved on my end that get in the way but that executive dysfunction just does me in. thank goodness for my people pleasing ways, i rarely have issues doing things if it’s for others, i barely think twice, like no questions asked, i just genuinely want to make everyone happy. i’m also really bad at establishing my own boundaries lol.
but anyway!! journals and pretty writing and formatting, i love them so much.𐐪𐑂✿
i don’t know if it’s my attention-deficit or my bp-2 but the follow through is the hardest part for me. i know there’s definitely some low-confidence and accountability involved on my end that get in the way but that executive dysfunction just does me in. thank goodness for my people pleasing ways, i rarely have issues doing things if it’s for others, i barely think twice, like no questions asked, i just genuinely want to make everyone happy. i’m also really bad at establishing my own boundaries lol.
but anyway!! journals and pretty writing and formatting, i love them so much.𐐪𐑂✿
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🌺is to surprise him with a trip to hawaii. i get a pretty good chunk of allowance if i pick up an extra shift or three and come may he’ll understand why. it’s literally one of the only things that keep me giddy, i can’t wait to surprise him. and then coming me saving for italy with one of my besties in october.🥰
