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I hate you
I hate the way you understood me.Ā
I hate the way you saw right through
my signature fuck me eyes.
It shocked my nervous system
when you made them right back.
Maybe thatās why I couldnāt it get it up.
In your Hollywood bed, I realized
I loved the way you saw right throughĀ
my signature fuck me eyes.Ā
I loved the way you understood me.
I loved you.Ā
Jul 5, 2025
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š Well, that was the time you offered me a sweater. Saying you didnāt want to turn the heat on because your mama raised you better. Itās funny to think that mine did too. There was also the time I stayed over until the sun came up watching reality TV with you. That night you put your head in my lap, and like a virgin it turned me on. I never told you that. Thatās because you were already gone. You also serenaded me and let me record. Only three songs in and I was obliviously yours. Thereās a million other reasons, but one of the big ones was what you said to me the first time we made love. You took off my glasses and you called me beautiful. I looked at you then, never having felt so vulnerable. Never having been called that, I couldnāt help but resist it. I called you a liar, but you insisted. I couldnāt believe there was a world in which that word and I coexisted.
After all that, how could I not love you?Ā
After all that, how could I not love you?Ā
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šYou listen to me, you do what i say. I am the boss in this situation. I tell you how unfortunate you are to be with someone like me. You carry yourself oh so well. I am surprised that you can still fit in those jeans. We kiss every time, It almost feels like I am pretending to be someone else. We are better together than apart, Then again I know your with me because you like my ass, my lips, my eyes. Things that you see but also everything else that no one sees, And those things remain our little secret. I smile when I hear your name or when I think about all the ways it is going to kill me to say it is over.
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š§ I can recognize the adult faces of children I was in school with. I can remember the dragon tattoo on the forearm of a boy I only shared one conversation with. So, please imagine what I can remember of you. I hate the fact that I remember it. The way you fidgeted with your hair, the way you ate like a slob, the way youād keep me up late with a call. I remember it because I loved it all. Every second of every hour. Every succulent and every flower. I gave them to you even though you hated them. Still, with grace you accepted my rose. Only to see my smile and the widening of my nose. I remember how we found out you were a comic and I was a poet. In the way that my jokes didnāt land and you couldnāt rhyme. Right then and there we were over. We just didnāt know it. I remember our final conversation. I was headed home and you were head to New York. That night we didnāt say goodbye, only a āsee you later.ā I remember feeling like that was a lie.
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šThursday, March 24th 2022 10:11 AM
I wish I was a normal boy. Iāve been home alone all day and instead of doing weird self pleasure stuff, Iāve just all day moping about how XXXX doesnāt like me back. At least I get paid soon. I kind of hate myself right now.
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