i am no longer depressed and therefore feel okay enough to start going on dates again! this summer i am ending my self imposed period of celibacy #lezzingout
i guess it's super cliche but i really felt better after i went on a date. i made it clear that i wanted to keep it casual and actually had a nice time. it's refreshing to feel someone interested in you, kind of brings things into perspective.
Though some people might find this kind of depressing I actually see it as the opposite. Itβs really been a while since Iβve done this but I see it necessary to go on a date with yourself once in a while. Go to a cafe, take a walk without any destination in mind, or you might as well go to the cinema on your own. More than an act of self love I perceive it as a way to embrace solitude and get to know yourself more; It brings so much inner peace and helps to heal that part of yourself that finds loneliness daunting. There is a beauty in everything and solitude is not the exception.
I forgot how great it is to be a woman pursuing another woman. I just left a marvelous date with a beautiful woman where we spent nearly the entire day together. We went thrifting, then to a movie, and then walked around the park. After a long streak of only dating men, I leave this date anew. A lady-lover once more! (and I could not be happier about that.)
currently seeing wicked by myself because i do not want to hang out with people who want to see wicked... yes i am insinuating i am better than the average wicked enjoyer
had a wine and cheese craft night two weeks ago, despite the anxiety we persisted, loved seeing inter friend group interaction, totally worth it. music is awesome, art is awesome, people are awesome!!
i think this is my first life and i was meant to exist in the digital age, media curation is my passion, oh pinterest and tumblr where would i be without you
