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even when i least expect it, it's always lingering.
waiting for
when this song sounds better bouncing off the walls in my childhood bedroom,
when running barefoot on the grass is something i yearn for,
when the corners of my posters start to wilt,
when the friends i made feel so far away,
when i grasp for the memory i thought i had yesterday,
and when running back home means no one is going to wait for me on the other side of the door
i just wish it didn't come and bite me back
Jun 24, 2025
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When I think about it, I think most of my nostalgia stems from being a child because I was unequivocally aware that I was filled with joy and trusting my present state. I was able to thrive in naivety because I was around people who had my best interest at heart. I didn't feel heartbreak simply because I was a child and had no purpose to date. I never felt true betrayal (even on the contrary of my second grade best friend randomly becoming my third grade bully...or attempted bully). My friends lived next door and on hot summer days we stayed outside from sun up til the street lights came on. Riding around the neighborhood on our bikes, buying candy from the corner store, then playing hopscotch with the bigger kids across the street. The nostalgia to truly feel free from the complexities that I face daily with interactions.
I look back and my sisters and brothers were always around. I think about the days where we danced and sang songs. Never aware that that day was the last day where we are under the same roof, laughing and mocking but with so much love in our hearts that we don't care. We just feel good.
Apr 24, 2024
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-i don't feel happy in the moment very often. but when i look back, i know when something was good.
-imagining how my dog feels when he chases a ball, or how a tree feels when it's sunny,
i dont think you can pursue it, it's just something that happens, like the weather
May 15, 2024
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make up imaginary travel scenarios, do errands with them, buy their favourite drink or get something from their favourite place, laugh as hard as you can with them, share your water, share your drink—your sandwich, your chips, your food. record dumb, stupid videos you won’t even post but will laugh before you head to bed, write letters, make zines about inside jokes, expand your creativity in the name of cherishing your friends!!!
Jun 14, 2025
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its so silly…but soooooo addictive
Jun 15, 2025
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it’s not supposed to be a recent thing but recently ive practiced my free will and realized that doing this is way easier than throwing my clothes onto my bed
Jun 10, 2025