It is swinging back and forth over my head and when I awake in 4 hours it will have embedded itself somewhere in my brain, causing grogginess like nothing else.
Not sheep, not seconds, just numbers. Counting in my last waking moments, trying to quantify this time wherein I’m not necessarily here nor there. The highest I’ve gotten is 400. I wonder what happens then.
No I don’t want your socials. I don’t want to know when you’re active and not replying, I don’t want to know when you’re posting stories or who you’re following. I don’t wanna know. Tell me in person, when we go on a date. I want you at complete face value with zero pre conceptions.
