I GREW UP WITH REALLY BAD ANXIETY, SO NOW I SEEK OUT AWKWARDNESS AS A SORT OF EXPOSURE THERAPY FOR MYSELF. I FULL SEND INTO CONVERSATIONS BEING COMPLETELY MYSELF NO MATTER THE FEAR I HAVE OF WHAT OTHERS WILL THINK OF ME. TURNS OUT THAT MOST OF THE TIME IT GOES PRETTY WELL, AND IF ITS AWKWARD I CAN HANDLE IT NOW. :)