Warmth is currently my favorite feeling... sometimes when I think I desire other feelings or things I put on my space heater and it turns out that warmth completely satisfies my needs Hot showers work too but space heaters are my favorite since you can do other things while also feeling warm It's a bit of a dependency at this point but it could be worse I guess...
If you’re performative for the sake of people pleasing and attracting romance then it makes you lose your colour. But if you’re intentionally performative and choose your persona day to day as you please it’s suddenly hilarious and enjoyable. (With moderation of course, can’t be too fake cause being genuine matters.)
Just not a fan. I could be enjoying so many other things but my dumb body and brain need to shut down for so long. Not that it doesn't feel good but I'd rather it was elective and that not doing it didn't have serious consequences
