came across this gem in spotify’s ethereal playlist… whenever i hyperfixate on a song i think of like what it sounds like in terms of like an object. whether it’s a lousy excuse for synthesasia or it’s just my adhd using assocition skills it reminds me of hanging fairy lights outside of a cave and sitting by a dim fire under a star-filled sky
I can’t stop listening to this song. it feels like when you have a crush and it’s unrequited and it also feels like the moon when it has a kind of foggy glow around it and feels like warm tea in your hand when everything around you is cold
sister had to move out of an apartment and while i intensely displeased with physical labor i pushed through and moved her within the day yesterday. it was very hard with 2 people but we made it and i am so proud and happy for her. i told her how exhausted i was but followed up by saying how fun it was. sometimes we fight and get short with each other but being able to communicate needs and what not was very heartwarming even when we’re so stressed out
sometimes i usually just sit and think about how we have been in this solar system for so long and yet we exist in the space we are in… like sometimes when i spiral i think of how the world evolves after our generation, it’s kinda freaky idk
