“We are a society of overthinkers.” Overthinking sucks. Everyone does it. Sometimes it feels like a socially acceptable form of insanity. I overthink so much it hurts, then retrospectively find it silly that I was overthinking so much over something that didn’t end up being that big of a deal in the first place. It always causes me invisible pressures, and sometimes makes me feel like a fool when I bring up my overthinking thoughts to others. #endoverthinking2025!!!
Yapped too much at work and feeling very embarrassed very self-indulgent very like everybody must think I’m annoying so I’m instead trying to think about not thinking about it. Like I know it’s in the past now it happened and I can’t unsay every fkin thing I let fly out of my mouth and instead of letting that loop endlessly in my mind I can think about how hard I’m trying not to think about it, like a little Sisyphus in my brain pushing those thoughts away and all I focus on is the pressure between his hands and the stone.
seriously when did everyone get so mean. everywhere i look people are being mean, whether its being racist, homophobic, fatphobic, or catty and snarky. its especially bad on tiktok and instagram like do people not have empathy anymore??
i, like anyone else now, am incredibly attached to the little computer in my back pocket. however i can feel my mental health decreasing whenever i wake up and instantly go on instagram so i’ve begun scrolling on pinterest instead. its still not a great habit but id rather be barraged by cool pictures than the toxins of instagram reels
something i’ve been able to come to terms with lately is the fact that you really dont need closure. obviously this is more nuanced and dependent on the scenario than i make it sound, but what im talking about specifically is the idea of looking for an answer. like if i got ghosted by someone, i feel like trying to find a reason of why they may have ghosted me takes up more energy then just going “fuck it we ball” and accepting that it was probably never going to work out. sometimes its just not worth it to torment yourself about the past.