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I like to say that delulu is the solulu, but that doesn’t always work, and when it doesn’t, I like to yearn. I think yearning in general is healthy; it helps you focus on what your values are. anyway, I’m adding a piece of writing (made with the help of online magnetic poetry) that encapsulates how I felt when yearning for someone:
My delirious dream sleep symphony whispers an ache of cool lazy time,
Bare together.
Though you did not let me show you raw love,
So I cry elaborate sordid language,
As I’m adorned with a gown instead of your hands.
Falling, with my mattress of music to save me.
Your absence rings in my ears,
Hurting more than your presence ever could.
but yearning doesn’t have to be about someone, it can be about something, an animal, an idea, etc. I love pieces of media that include yearning too. oh and here’s a quote that I’m fond of: a man’s reach should exceed his grasp.
May 16, 2025
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“There is so much I have to say, but fear plagues me of your nonchalance to my heart’s iteration as I desire to have you by my side. So I write letters of your existence to fill the void for I wish to have you with me as the days grow brighter and as the nights become imbued with a navy pigment to the sky.”
~ Onyi
Jan 4, 2025
Are they the tingling feelings that you look back at or the fragments of memories that you struggle to picture in your head? Do you ever miss a person that you don’t even know? Perhaps it is an idea, a concept or a thought.
You are trying to create the perfect person that will understand you, tame you and love you just like how you would. You do not seek for reciprocated love - you always feel like you want to give more and love more. It is your way of loving and who is to complain?
However, a part of you aches knowing that someday when the time comes and you lay down onto a field taking your final breaths, you probably would have wanted someone to just whisper on how much they adore you, just like how ‘night breezes seem to whisper ‘I love you.’’.
Gentleness but also full with affection.
Somebody who can withstand you during your energetic moments and your burnt out times. Someone who will stay next to you no wonder what; someone who is not afraid to present their emotions for you and only you.
Someone who will try everything just to love you, get back to you no matter what.
And I promise, from the deepest roots of my heart, that I will dearly love them where every moment would feel like the first time - the rushed heartbeats, flowing hormones, aching hearts and locked eyes. We will love the way that we do - and it may be similar to others - but in the end, we know that what we have is different and special for ourselves.
Beethoven’s ‘Fur Elise’. The strong faith in love that was driven between Schumann, Brahms and Clara.
Like how one composes songs dedicated for another and one paints in shades of pastels reminiscing of their significant other. Like the love letters written in ink that took quite a while to pick out at the store, wrapped in delicate enveloped covered with kiss marks. Like the singing and humming dedicated for the ears of the other.
It is what you want, and therefore you wait - for who knows how long, expecting that person, who will achieve accomplishment throughout a journey together with you.
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Hello! This is my first entry hereeee:)
The picture was carefully brought here from pinterest and was in my album, I do not know any individual in the photo but they gave me great inspiration on writing this piece. The photo really speaks warmth and radiates energy IMO - so romantic!
Jan 28, 2025
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this recommendation may include:
countless pages of journal entries, playlists unfinished, messages unsent because you don’t want to be annoying, wishing on stars that you can’t see from your window that faces an alleyway, the chill in your bones when the wrong (or right) word is uttered from across the street by strangers who could never even attempt to know what it means to you, the feeling of the mind overtaking the heart overtaking the mind, looking at the crystals on your nightstand and telling them to do their thing, whatever that thing is, wanting to throw a ball of yarn into the sky and hoping it unravels at the right doorstep with your own heart and soul tied to it by a simple boy scout knot
and begging the universe to give you an easy work day so you can relive this feeling again tomorrow
Mar 12, 2024
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even the smallest things may not seem to matter in the moment, but when you fast forward a bit, you may be trying to grasp the memory without any luck. writing things down, taking pictures, collecting, etc. is all so important.
May 16, 2025
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I’m so glad I found this app. I was looking for a place where I can share more about myself without feeling judged by the people around me. now people can feel a connection towards me being truly myself instead of the mask I’ve been conditioned to put on for others. I imagine handing someone I’ve just met a paper with a link to this profile on it as a fun experiment
May 16, 2025
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there’s some unity in being able to find other short people, or being a part of a “short squad,” but then there’s also my younger cousin who is outgrowing me. the pains of not growing are real sometimes. it is easier to make yourself taller than trying to make yourself shorter though, so I am thankful for that
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