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And at the sight of her, my little felt heart is ripped at the seams. Thrashed red yarn rumpled all in my hands, with my stuffing dirtying the floor. A face like a code; her blue eyes the keys to my little red heart now open for her inspection. Our memories lie on the floor.
-Me
-Me
Apr 21, 2025
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🫀My four chambered friend writ across stolen paper
your red walls pulsing in my hands
with a song so loud, so salty sweet,
my lover to devour
in the afternoon
up three thousand steps,
poetry on company time,
secrets held close to the chest
like playing cards,
nine of hearts
in my arsenal
like a cat falling from the roof eight times into oblivion
I save my ace.
I’m a hunk holding a hunk,
I’m Casanova
and I really want to know you,
I’m a heart throb
on a mission.
My star across the sky and on a waiting list
a meteor patiently in line at the self checkout,
with a fistful of ibuprofen
and a need to speed
right into my bed.
Answer my emails from between silk sheets
with a rose between my teeth.
Leak your devotion all over my best shirt
on Mondays
my love,
come apart in my hands,
melt into a silky hot drink
for me to guzzle.
Beat like a drum for me only,
my ever-marching accomplice,
you complete me.
Let me crawl into you
and take solace there
I’ll eat you from the inside out,
melt your walls down with my hands
and leave no residue.
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🖋i close my eyes
and i see hers
oh, i love her eyes
gleaming and sparkling
a look i’ve never seen before
her body on mine
oh, i love her body
her hands explore me
oh, i love her hands
feeling where nobody has been before
i say her name
oh, i love her name
time has stopped
there’s no telling what’s reality
my head floats
my stomach flutters
i feel amazing
oh, i love her
my body tenses
i grab her hands
oh, i love her hands
she kisses me
i collapse into her
oh, i love her
i open my eyes
she’s not here
her eyes
her body
her hands
her love
none of it’s here
it’s all gone
i search for it
i demand it
i need it
i crave it
oh, i love her
oh, i love her
oh, i love her
how could someone i love so much
hurt me this bad?
and why am i not mad at her?
oh, i love her
Jul 8, 2025
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A piece I wrote last year, right after the first time someone left me.
That urge to find their eyes in other faces — and failing — feels painfully familiar again.
Jun 27, 2025
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Anyone else?
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💍Foolishly in love with my self-loathing, we’ve been married for years now. Although history proves I've been loyal, I can’t lie; my eyes are wandering. Moving on and self-acceptance have been looking real good recently. I think it's the promise they hold. I’ve inched towards them slowly, but I’m a married man. Leaving something that’s been with me for so long now is very daunting. To leave is to break trust and commitment. Who's lain in bed with me all these years, who's kept me company after dark? How could I dare leave my loyal partner? How foolish of me.
-Me
-Me
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