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like i know college is supposed to be hard but my goodness this is a bit bonkers. i was explaining to my friend how much i have to do before the end of the semeste, and she said “why would you put yourself through that?” but like…what else am i supposed to do? i don’t know another way! if my professor says write a paper for next week, im writing the paper🤷🏾♀️it’s not my choice to write the paper but it is my choice to do well in school. and everything else that’s piled on me is my choice too. two jobs because school is expensive and rent is expensive and groceries are expensive. and any side project/relevant experience i can get my hands on bc i feel so underprepare. and despite allllll that…i still feel so behind. i feel like no matter what or how much i do, im not doing enough or im not doing the right thing. and i’m just exhausted
Apr 10, 2025
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i am so tired and burnt out from school and i have only 5 weeks left of college ever and im just trying to enjoy the ride but i am so insanely exhausted and burnt and i must be done soon I MUST keep me in ur thoughts yall i need to get through this and get a mf degree
Apr 17, 2024
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I don't try harder at work than I did at school for the money- if they had paid me in school I'd probably still have skipped constantly. I'm not really sure why. Maybe it's because I can actually get fired from my job for not doing the basic tasks and showing up, so it's more scary, bigger consequences?
I also felt very stuck in school, I would get distracted so easily and just not be interested in the subject at all. And of course when I was actually interested, I would struggle to complete the technical parts- the homework, tests, and the such.
Now that I have the choice to be in College or to be working, I feel more confident in myself and my ability to get tasks done. However, I still feel undereducated- I skipped a lot of my classes, and the ones that I didn't, I haven't retained any information from them.
I still don't know how to do basic division, I couldn't point out where half the states are on the map, and I couldn't tell you who any of the early presidents were other than Lincoln and Washington.
I feel incompetent and frankly disrespectful towards others for not knowing these basic skills, but now that I'm working as a manager six days a week, I just don't have time to learn. I'm exhausted by the end of the day and really only have the energy to take a shower and go straight to bed.
I'm only 19 which gives me some consolation that I have time, but considering what's happening in the world now, I wish I had more knowledge in current and past issues.
help! ahhh
Mar 24, 2025
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There are less than two weeks until my exams finish, and I find myself planning COUNTLESS projects to put into action over the summer and into my gap year. It's a really weird time. A lot going on in my head. How do I manage this? I'll have to figure something out.
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i planned to get up early and eat breakfast this morning but it was RAINING and it was comfortably chilly in my room. obviously i had no choice but to get cozy in my bed 😔
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if i ask you what you did this weekend i need a STORY🚨 where did you go?? who did you see?? even if you stayed home! what did you eat?? like if you don’t give me details when i ask you something i’m gonna keep asking questions because i care so much about people’s lives and i THRIVE on information!😛🐬🌱🐠
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