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Iāve loved Snoopy my whole life but became particularly fixated on him about four years ago. Since then it seems heās sort of become a hot item or something because I see him now more than ever. But even before that, Iād see him in the world around meāin a puddle on the ground or a cloud in the sky where he wasnāt etc, but also just his actual face all around me in the avatar of an obscure youtube channel when I stumbled on an old favorite jazz song or on a sticker on a streetlight pole where I just so happened to stop to do some Important Contemplating. Iām so Snoopybrained that honestly when I see an image of Snoopy my brain lights up the same way it does when I see a photo of myself. And others associate me so strongly now with Snoopy that they say the same is true for themāthat when they see a picture of him they think āhey, itās Jillā. I donāt really care much for them Peanuts kids Iām in it for the dog. I just feel like he has a certain joie de vivre that has really inspired me through the years and so gracefully weaves genuine nonchalance with sincerity. He is also not afraid to be a little bit of a hater and a stinker at times. When I lean against a wall hoping that it looks natural and uncalculated I am painfully aware that I am Joe Cool. And when I lock in (as I am occasionally wont to do) I am suddenly fighting my very own Red Baron. Am I a little bit autistic? Probably. But most importantly, if Snoopy has a million fans, then I am one of them. If Snoopy has ten fans, then I am one of them. If Snoopy has only one fan then that is me. And perhaps having read this, you too will join me in the ranks of Snoopyās fans.
Mar 31, 2025
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Remember that feeling when you were a kid of really fanning out about stuff. Never let that go. Itās easy to become jaded. But stay a fan. It feels so good to be a fan of something in a world full of jealous Shondas. For example I am Jerry Lewisā biggest fan. Literally no one likes him as much as I do. Also to elaborate I think itās good to prolong idiots bliss. I try to stay as mentally primitive with my ācreative processesā as much as possible because thatās when you are the most prolific and uninhibited in your work. I would do anything to avoid getting bent out of shape or feeling held back. Iād rather shoot a movie on tape with no money than try to get something made for 3 years. Just churn stuff out and move on to the next big idea. Also yearning. Iāve been yearning a lot.
Sep 15, 2022
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My favorite quote ever.
I used to be afraid of not having a personality, always ācopyingā the tastes of the people I love. But now Iām proud.
My comfort show is one that I once watched with one of my best friends, my music taste is kinda the same as my other best friend bc I listen to the playlists she makes (damn shes good), my bf makes me love everything he talks about with passion, I love watching movies with all of my friends.
Almost everything I love reminds me of someone, and I know they think about me when theyāre doing something I showed them. It just makes me so happy. However sometimes it makes me kinda sad because it reminds me of people who arenāt in my life anymore, but Iām happy to carry all of them with me always. <3
Of course I have my own taste sometimes, but since I donāt try to be āuniqueā my life is better.
Feb 23, 2025
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this is probably just another way of saying āmy autismā but still loool
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