But there is no choice except to go forward. In the midst of thesis writing. Truly a travail (trial, work, but also labour of love maybe idk) as it is my first encounter head on with academia, I have more of a vocational background.
I also started doing the MA after a decade-ish working so it's gratifying in a sense but oh so much self motivation is required. In terms of advice, hang out with the professors and take advantage of their office hours when you can.