can`t believe im saying this but, im so exited to go back to uni after spending an entire month at home doing abseloutly 0 social activities
to be fair i did have a great time with myself and even tho im an introvert, not connecting with the outside world is not good for my mental state
its kinda like a black hole, pulling me deeper and deeper, the more i stay like this the more im scared to go out and talk to ppl
i dont wanna undo all the progress i made this year
when i remember how i was last year... feeling shitty all the time , scared of ppl, 0 friends
i dont want that to be me again
IM COMING OUT OF MY SHEEEELLLLLLL AND IM NOT SCARED
i crave ppl i crave connections i crave friendship
and honestly cringing at every little interaction i had at the end of the day is much better than sleeping knowing i wasted another day of my short little human life, leaving no memories for my older self to lok back at
