my dreams are always mega vivid. in terms of creating though itâs a bit frustrating because i donât always feel great when the product doesn ât match the obsessively detailed vision. my brain does make the cool creative decision of having a little vignette filter situation going on when i daydream.
i have a constantly bumbling, genderless internal monologue going at all times. it doesnât exist to dictate my actions as a singular narrator. it may not even relate to whatâs happening to me at the moment. just know itâs Always Going.
my mind is constantly ticking and if i am not constantly stimulated i will probably spiral
not even safe in my dreams, they are so incredibly vivid sometimes i canât tell the difference between reality and my dreamscapeâi get my dreams confused frequently for a memory of a past that did not actually occur. i have to sometimes ask the people around me to confirm whether something actually happened or not
i like knowing that there is another zone at the back of my brain that synthesizes everything i see, do, and feel, and lets me peek into my own self via little movies. i <3 the alchemy of my subconscious
sometimes I feel like I live more in my dreams than in the physical- fabricating reality helps make the liminal space so flagrantly present in my twenties less unsettling
#growingpains
