last night i was in pure bliss in tennessee at a screamo show where my band ruminations played. today i am in the er in a state of fear and anxiety watching a jamie foxx movie on the tv. do not smoke a bunch and inject estrogen for years and not get your blood clots checked out cuz u will end up in the emergency room and will no longer be having fun. turns out you canβt have fun forever. so heres my daily reminder to whoever finds this on the brand new algorithm of this app to go to the doctor more and take care of ur health cuz ppl love u and want u to be alive π