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I force myself to romanticize my schoolwork otherwise i will not do it. if i'm not pretending to be a nyu student who is super pretentious, the seasonal depression will drown me and i will fail the semester. alternatively, with work i have to pretend i am like a randal/dante esque (Clerks 1994) character to make it through my shift.
Jan 28, 2025
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taping this picture above my desk so I can feel less like a desperate nerd cramming for chem and more like a cool wizard majestically studying the arcane arts
Jan 11, 2025
i'm graduating and i don't know, i want to do more. my summer has not been productive. i've been depressed, listening to bo burnham makes it worse or maybe better. eating like i live in a prison, to be fair my apartment is a bit of a shoebox... is it weird to say i miss being stressed about school. does anyone else feel like ur the only one not having fun? i wish i cared about anything (=^ェ^=)
Jun 30, 2024
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how am i supposed to be a full time student, have a part-time job, do homework, go to the gym, have a girlfriend, see my friends and family, text and call my friends and family, read books, listen to music, have good grades, play instruments, eat/cook everyday, have good style, save money, explore, go to therapy, journal, do my taxes, apply for internships, make a resume, cover letters, and a portfolio, look for new jobs that aren’t H&M, write articles OUTSIDE of school, 8 hours of sleep every night, and more all at once. i see yall doing it but HOW it feels impossible and i feel so unfulfilled.
Mar 26, 2025
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i love smiling at random people i make eye contact. i feel like a flirty little character in a b movie from like 2004 and i love it. maybe some people think it's creepy and like off-putting but i wouldn't be mad at that either.
Mar 4, 2025
i love jackass sooo bad. cannot describe the rush of pure joy I get out of watching grown men maim each other. the movies, the behind the scenes movies, the tv show, wildboyz, viva la bam, i love it all!!! spike jonze and jeff tremaine are my heroes!
Jan 20, 2025
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every1 should stop buying books and start going to the library. we as a society need to hold barnes and noble and other bookstores accountable for ruining the aesthetic of bookstores. every1 boycott barnes and noble until they revert back to the you've got mail (1998) vibe. also the library is so awesome! like i'm never buying a book that i haven't read before or a movie i haven't seen before ever again!
Jan 4, 2025