it's a depressing tale of distaste for someone you love. its the loneliness you feel when your in a group of people. it's a bath in the dark because the lightbulb went out and you can't replace it. i love ethel cain's recent projects, but i will always come back to this ep, and head in the wall specifically.
I've never gone through a situation like that but the production and lyrics make me feel the same level of dread and anxiety that the subject of the song must be feeling. It's also the only song that makes me cry due to negative feelings that were sparked besides sadness.
The one that makes me feel so hopeful, it brings me to tears, is We'll Know Come Morning by Toulouse.
this whole album's story is distrubing but this song especially. first time i listened to it i got jumpscared. honorable mention, sun bleached flies of the same album. that song put the fear of god in me
This is Lucy, my (technically parents) cat who I miss so so much because I no longer live in the same house as her :(
She's a bit of a bitch and i love her for it.
just started a new routine where i have to go make myself a tea/coffee before i'm allowed on my phone in the morning. it really makes sure i'm awake and will hopefully help me spend less time doomscrolling, cuz the morning is always the worst time of day for me
i've always found trust to be the biggest breaker of fear. sometimes it's trust that your support system will help you if the fear is too much. sometimes it's trust that you've been here before, and you've already made it out alive.
though i was previously a platform diver and throwing myself off a 10 meter platform multiple times a week made everything else feel a lot easier. i don't recommend that one haha!
