yesterday my friend told me that i sometimes sound like i'm going thru the five stages of grief when i talk about things that bother me … a little painful but like damn maybe. now the goal is to Be better
When i feel awkward or embarrassed at a social function i try to reframe and just think “Aw wow I’m just being a cute and endearing human“ bc ofc I’m gonna make mistakes and make a fool of myself @ times — like who isn’t honestly
I was wearing my painting overalls and stopped to talk to the mailman. He goes “We are both wearing our Busytown outfits.” I go “Say what?” And he goes “An outfit that matches our jobs!” He was so right.
Christmas acts like it has this ownership over those colors, but wrong: Tomatoes! Strawberries! Roses! Olives! The list goes on. No more assuming I’m dressing for the holiday: I’m matching my fav vegetation.
uhhhhhh actually i am creating new life and investing in microbiomes not known to you yet simply by laying very still and watching love is blind all day. this is productive and necessary.
