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but it does, it does kill my confidence, bum me out, anger me, utter disappointment. i think because i know i'm wonderful, or at least good enough...
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everytime something bad happens to me I just convince myself it's actually a good thing and I've been so much happier because of this
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I never want to hear anyone (or myself) think they're unlovable!! Its literally just waiting for someone to acknowledge how incredible someone is while they've been doing it themselves the entire time (and let me tell u: hyping urself up all ur life gets very exhausting 😁😁)
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I'm sure its all due to my poor diet & sleep, and my body is really starting to feel it. Hopefully once I sleep tonight, i'll wake up brand new and relieved to see that "it was all Monday's fault". I wouldn't be surprised, monday's are usually the worst for me, I can always feel it. Recently I agreed to sleep over at a friends of mine, I like her, and while I wasn't consciously expecting anything but a fun night, I did hope me and her would spark and burn passionately for a night, I really need that touch, embrace, sweat, kiss. It didn't happen, and that's okay, but for some reason, i'm tired of spending these nights alone. I was really glad to have felt and smelt someones breath as they sleep away. I hope i'm not a weirdo, but I LOVE seeing someones face as they dream, & her cute tattoos sitting peacefully on her arms and thighs put me at ease. Not enough ease to calm the anxiety bubbling in my stomach, bouncing in my brain, and burning my watery eyes. I didn't sleep at all that night, and I woke up to her telling me she's gotta get ready for a date.
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