it's been a few years but when I say it outloud it still feels unreal. but learning about my condition is good, and it helps me understand myself and the feelings and experiences that have become my new normal. but then I get this imposter syndrome because my symptoms have been better for a while- compared to how they were anyway- and it feels so unreal that I'm like, do I really have schizophrenia? logically, I know I do. and I have to get better about accepting this so I don't feel so disconnected when I think about it.
