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it's been a few years but when I say it outloud it still feels unreal. but learning about my condition is good, and it helps me understand myself and the feelings and experiences that have become my new normal. but then I get this imposter syndrome because my symptoms have been better for a while- compared to how they were anyway- and it feels so unreal that I'm like, do I really have schizophrenia? logically, I know I do. and I have to get better about accepting this so I don't feel so disconnected when I think about it.
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πBlessed to finally be able to say with certainty that my internal monologue that Iβm just lazy or a bad person and making excuses is actually false. Hell yeah, brother!
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πI recently saw an invoice from last year from my second therapist, diagnosis being "persistent anxiety disorder". After one year of quality therapy and trauma integration my eyes saw the given diagnosis with different eyes. "I can kill my own illness. It's persisting up until my decision."
Feels nice for you to be in control.
Mar 26, 2025
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π§ Feels great to know that maybe it is not all your fault you canβt finish everything you start..
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π©seriously though I don't know how to make the first step in making friends on here but my friends can attest that I'm cool π I just need to get over my leaving comments anxiety but until then just know yall can message me if you're ever looking for someone to chat with π
May 19, 2025
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I was bullied a lot for my eye color as a kid (because me having very dark brown hair and very dark brown eyes made me look "evil", apparently) and, naturally, began to dislike them. but as I've gotten out of school and away from people who put me down, I've realized how insane it is to bully someone over their eye and hair color and grown to love the color of my eyes. I mean, they may be dark but there's nothing wrong with that. and I can take pretty pictures of my eyes too, I just have to blind myself and almost stare into the sun to do so lol
Feb 27, 2025
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πrecently, when I wake up in the morning and have time to kill, I've been spending a bit of time reading before or after I get myself ready to go about the day instead of sitting on my phone when I first wake up. I feel like it helps clear my mind for the day and it feels nice to not immediately scroll when I wake up like I used to
Feb 5, 2025