i know im annoying obsessed with my inner morals. it can get in the way of play that some friends may want to engage in, but ultimately the closest friends r ppl who find play more pleasurable with me because it doesn't compromise our humanity we r building. it doesnt have to be serious when everything is serious if you are surrounded by people that make you into a better you.... aka don't get so mad at yourself for "not fitting in" for something that feels weird to you. You are you and meant to connect w individuals, Not friendgroups. "find your people, not your community"
