sorta anti rec. feeling aimless, hovering around my own apartment like a ghost in limbo. i wonder if people see me staring out the window, into the void.
maybe this is me trying to make myself feel better for dropping my new sunglasses and getting a scratch on one of the lenses but i was on a beautiful hike with a new friend and having a really good time and seeing the world through different eyes kind of cool to have physical evidence of that experience i’ve _lived_ 😎
i usually drag my feet but it always ends up being better than i think it will be and sometimes i get rewarded with a sweet treat or deep personal lore
THERE ARE DRAFTS HERE!!! i enjoy filling up my drafts with thoughts and jokes and holding them captive in a cage until i feel like randomly releasing one of them into the wild <3