whew. i have had a triple whammy of things turning out in ways i didn’t expect them to the last couple of weeks. i have had my teary moments, but i know deep down that what’s meant for me will work out and that the right doors will open. still trying to allow myself to feel bummed out, though…but not TOO bummed out.…that’s when you wind up closing yourself off from the opportunities trying to reach you. anyways - life goes on - WE BALL!!!! WHAT IS MEANT FOR ME WILL FIND ME!!! PRAISE GOD BABY!