ambition is great but itās also a psychic trap of self-centrism and intangibility. you know what is tangible? money. put those hard earned dollars towards that passion youāre trying to make a job. for me, thatās a camera rig. iāve spent now the equivalent of a month of rent and Iāll probably spend more. canāt quit now. Iām like the guy with the pick axe in the diamond mine.