ambition is great but itās also a psychic trap of self-centrism and intangibility. you know what is tangible? money. put those hard earned dollars towards that passion youāre trying to make a job. for me, thatās a camera rig. iāve spent now the equivalent of a month of rent and Iāll probably spend more. canāt quit now. Iām like the guy with the pick axe in the diamond mine.
I am not.
Easiest way is to train your brain to think āthis item will cost me x amount of hours at the rock rolling factoryā If you donāt have a job get one. if you canāt work for whatever reason find cheap or free hobbies to occupy your time and that will keep you from spending money and probably create an outlet.
iām addicted to being broke. i live in the most expensive city in the world. work in the least profitable field possible. to make things worst, iām trying to get a job in a non profit that would pay me even less⦠in this lifetime, iām NOT healing my chronic generational financial trauma. so i kind of just embrace being broke, it makes me quirky, grounded, fun!
one of the many american foods perfected in the 1960s. once someone at my work caught the toaster on fire trying to toast one of these, Iām not sure what went wrong but I wish they had burned the building down
goated app, browser is even better. i love the internet, i learn so much on it. 00s nordic emo and techno? 70s hindi psychodelia? mazurka, norteƱo, kendeng, c pop?
also nod to radio garden, less tailored, more fun
feeling depressed insomniac constipated nauseous? you can always buy a supplement about it. does it have a name like a russian spacecraft? was it harvested in the gobi desert? good signs. you might be missing a precious amino and you donāt even know. I havenāt found the little pill thatāll fix me *yet* but when I do youāll all be sorry