I have a devil and a angel on my shoulders:
One is telling me to do well! I may be tired now but it'll work out in the future!
The other is telling me to drop out.
like i know college is supposed to be hard but my goodness this is a bit bonkers. i was explaining to my friend how much i have to do before the end of the semeste, and she said “why would you put yourself through that?” but like…what else am i supposed to do? i don’t know another way! if my professor says write a paper for next week, im writing the paper🤷🏾♀️it’s not my choice to write the paper but it is my choice to do well in school. and everything else that’s piled on me is my choice too. two jobs because school is expensive and rent is expensive and groceries are expensive. and any side project/relevant experience i can get my hands on bc i feel so underprepare. and despite allllll that…i still feel so behind. i feel like no matter what or how much i do, im not doing enough or im not doing the right thing. and i’m just exhausted
Dude had birkenstocks, dickies, a crisp white tee, a random trucker hat, and a pornstache to put it all together.
Gentrifier fit 101
Oh and he had Santal 33 on (i could smell it, he was sitting next to me)
The way I want to elope, tell no one, not even family. Announce a wedding a year later, and then announce that we're already married and have been for a year during the reception is my dream scenario.
I also want to do the same thing with a pregnancy (just keep it secret until the kid comes) but that'll be a bit harder :/