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goodbye letter

though words feel too small for what i feel for you, i still want to try. we fell in love fast. faster than i knew was possible. and so, so deep. like something in me had been waiting quietly for you, and the second you arrived, it stood up and said, finally. it was sudden, intense, and real. you opened a door in me i didn’t even know was closed—and i stepped through without hesitating. and that kind of falling… is beautiful. and terrifying. because when something touches you this deeply, you know it’ll leave a marK. and i know—whatever happens—this will break me. at least for a whiLe. but i wouldn’t take a single second bacK. because loving you has meant loving all of you. the way you draw, and your inner child comes out through your hanDs. the way your body lights up when you skate, like it remembers freedom. the way you get frustrated sometimes—but never shut down. you stay open, soft, human. i love how you hold it together with graCe. how you melt into my arms at the end of the day and let me hold you like you’ve been needing it. i love how you care so deepLy. how you notice things most people don’t. how you believe there’s more out there for you—because there is. and yes, selfishly, i wish that “more” included mE. i love that you get annoyed when i turn away from you in my slEep. that you want me close—even then. i love your gentleness. your firE. your mind. your spirit. the way you see me. and let me see you. and now i’m packing my life into boXes. getting ready for cologne. while you’re still here in barcelona—though maybe not foreVer. it hurts to leave. it hurts to see that little crack in your smile that i know wasn’t there before. i hate that i’m the reaSon for it. but love like this doesn’t just vanish. it shifts. it stretches. it finds new ways to stay aLive. and i believe we will figure this out. not overnight. not without pain. but we wiLl. because this doesn’t feel like the end of our story. it feels like a pause. a transforMation. a deep breath. you are something i didn’t expect—but something i’ll never forget. and i love you, in all your layers. always, m

@majapapaya

3d ago

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you know, all i like to write about is love.  writing is easier when it’s about your own personal experiences of grief, of pain but love is the beautiful dove of the two  released at a funeral, released at a wedding. , because the definition is different for everybody. — the trees rustle again tonight, and the wind gently taps on the windowpane, begging again to be let in and my thoughts race farther and faster in the night than a pure-bred, hot-blooded racehorse, bucking wild for the first time my mind buzzes, stricken like a gong, reverberating in the quietness of tonight as i drag myself closer to you, you reach out for me, an unspoken, gentle and devout prayer, asking for me in the unspeakable words conveyed in a whisper through actions – i promised you a fantastical world of your own, where you are safe, through my own creation. i have created for you in the heart of my own somewhere for me to love you,  fully and infinitely with all of myself. if this is not where you are safe, then there is nothing else. –  word by word and sentence by sentence i create dreams i would never tell anybody not even under the skies of a cloudless night. when i sleep, i tuck my hopes and sadness under my pillow and hope a fairy will kidnap it and place in that spot something i should need more. but night after night, my dreams just macerate in the container of my heart. soon, i will drink them like an elixir of truth and what i am afraid of will come

@neiternal

May 2, 2025

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i am what remains of all which i have ever loved

and all that has loved me, dead or alive. humanity is such a fragile thing, cherish it, squint at the sun, be happy for your friends and their wins, be happy for yourself and your wins, be happy for the people smiling across the street. don’t waste the miniscule, unimportant, tiny fraction of a cosmic second that is our lifetime being an asshole. love everyone and love yourself i love love i give love and i receive it. i love my surroundings, my bed, my family who i come home to every day, my mom and dad who do so much for me, my sister who is always there for me and has been my best friend for life, my pets (come home stevie, we miss you), access to food and water, my friends who i truly cherish, nature, the wind and the breeze, music, oh the music of life how the birds chirp and the streams swell and fall and dance around the wet earth guiding the arrival to the calm rivers, the vast waterfalls, the sun and moon, eternally locked in a neverending dance that gives us another day, a fresh start. my silly little device that connects me with everyone in a second, and i can talk to my friends and say hi and that i love them i actually love everyone i’m sorry is that a problem? i love how everyone looks so different and how everyone is living a vivid life and has problems and situations as complex as mine (there’s a word for that i think) and i love how everyone has different scars and birth marks and hair and eyes and i love how everyone acts a little different and has their own personality and spin on things and i love art and how being is an art in and of itself, to exist is to persist. i love how i can give back to my community, i love volunteering it makes me so emotional when i’m finished because i love helping whenever i can i’m not trying to sound self righteous or anything. i love pushing my body to its limits in sport, i love running and i love dancing so so much i love moving my body and creating art in synchronicity with music. i love water, the beach, sand, i love lakes, sunsets, that feeling of silence but not loneliness. i love being outside and just sitting, no thoughts, just wanting to live out a moment forever. but i also love living past that moment and living another moment and another and soon i will post this and then 8 months later look back on this and smile and love it. i actually am ok and it’s all going to be ok and i love you and everything

@huxsid

Mar 7, 2025

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grapes under tables

Its a new year A fresh plate A clean slate I bought grapes to eat under the table at midnight To find my love But i ended up forgetting while i was cleaning my room Something i told myself i want to do for me And i wrote a goal list Decorated my notebook Laughed Danced Sung at the top of my lungs And i think thats my sign Leave the search for this man Put that passion into yourself Search for me Laugh Dance And sing at the top of your lungs You are whole All of you Beautiful Theres nothing missing Nothing to search for No grapes to eat under tables

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Walking library

I am full of stories  A walking library  Waiting for someone to pick out a book Read me  Tell me who I am 

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same face, different person

I’m not the person you thought I was  Or the person I thought I was  In this strange new town  I can find anything to lean on  To grasp on To find who I was Same face But a heart that prays for something else  And no one knows me Like this pen  I hold between my fingers 

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