Actually noticing the time I deny/grant myself. When I could go jogging, for a walk, yoga, Ori. Decline, decline, decline. When I could sit and work for hours on one thing after another. Accept, push, accept.
Am I only worthy when serving others? Wtf? Can I buy my own time back?
Anyway, I worked a 12 hour day yesterday, mid vacation and ran a ton of errands and I'm somehow here now. With 4 days left. I'm going to do my nails later, anyway.
Why does it feel so hard to enjoy life? 🥺 De-program this bs. These manmade problems are not my nature.
Taking this tiny pocket of time for me. Minnnnnnnnne. Mine mine.
Also f yes DnD stamps. Cool postal workers sold me the last page on display.
Literalllyyyyy
PO worker: We just restocked yesterday! Sold out.
me: People are Buying Them!! *Shakes fist*
Other PO worker: Are there some on display? Sell her the display!
PO worker: Oh yeah! Take em!
me: YES YAY!
Ilysm + handwritten letters forever 💌📨📮