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Actually noticing the time I deny/grant myself. When I could go jogging, for a walk, yoga, Ori. Decline, decline, decline. When I could sit and work for hours on one thing after another. Accept, push, accept. Am I only worthy when serving others? Wtf? Can I buy my own time back? Anyway, I worked a 12 hour day yesterday, mid vacation and ran a ton of errands and I'm somehow here now. With 4 days left. I'm going to do my nails later, anyway. Why does it feel so hard to enjoy life? 🥺 De-program this bs. These manmade problems are not my nature. Taking this tiny pocket of time for me. Minnnnnnnnne. Mine mine. Also f yes DnD stamps. Cool postal workers sold me the last page on display. Literalllyyyyy PO worker: We just restocked yesterday! Sold out. me: People are Buying Them!! *Shakes fist* Other PO worker: Are there some on display? Sell her the display! PO worker: Oh yeah! Take em! me: YES YAY! Ilysm + handwritten letters forever 💌📨📮
Mar 27, 2025

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There have been times where to fill the void™ that I just work and do everything to not focus on the glaring obvious of an empty house - well empty plus a cat and a dog, but void of a humans touch other than mine. I won't lie, it doesn't go away but! You can learn to live with it. Be sporadic with it; you want to go out at 2 in the morning when everyone is asleep, make the time and do it. You want to try something new, make plans with yourself and do it. Its takes a minute to figure out that doing things for you at your own accord can be just as fulfilling as doing them with others -sometimes- Im a big fan of loosing time then gaining it back which is more or less, do things on a schedule (work/job) then when thats done derail everything and just set free, and not be guilty for 'wasteing time'. Its yours and no one elses while you're alone, you can always make it back up later.
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