even the video is sad. But then again it's also one of my favourite songs and I think it's super uplifting. So I cry to it sometimes.
Mar 9, 2024
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My friend, who is a painter, asked me how I would like to be painted. He's doing portraits of all his closest friends and out of curiosity he asked me if I ever imagined what my portrait would look like. I told him I didn't know, because I honestly didn't. But I started thinking about it immediately. I told him that I wouldn't want my face to be seen fully because I feel like I hide behind my face/appearance. And that I see a lot of red. He told me that his vision of me is completely different. He said that he sees a velvet green background (green is my favorite color btw) and a lotta wispy lines, kind of like smoke from incense. He said he sees my whole face. "No hiding," in his words. He kept on telling me things that completely clash with how I see myself. Through his eyes I am so beautiful and it breaks my heart how I can't fully relate to it. My friends teach me love everyday. The more love I feel, give and receive, I mourn all the time I spent in the dark.
Anywaaaaay, I feel like this song/performance really fits the vibe? I opened it immediately after that conversation and I started bawling even harder lol. Rachel Chinouriri truly holds my heart when I feel weak. She's probably the reason I feel weak in the first place cuz honestly she does something to me every time I listen to her.
May 22, 2025
Simple, stunning, monstrous, beautiful, melancholic, serene, crushing yet somehow hopeful. My absolute favourite music video; I watch it often.
Jan 31, 2025
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Whenever I’ve needed to just cry it out I listen to True Love Waits by Radiohead on repeat.
Rain in Numbers by Beach House is also similar in how slow, sad, and beautiful it sounds.
May 10, 2025
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it's totally cool to age and society still isn't equipped to deal with that.
Mar 27, 2024
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Sometimes you try your best and everything seems to hit the fan no matter how much you try, so you take that raincheck and take yourself out for a day.
Nov 27, 2024
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This is what I call it hahahah made by mums everywhere but the greased up version is sold along stalls in Mumbai. Two regular slices of white bread, buttered, and the middle filling is cream cheese with red onions, coriander/cilantro, tomatoes and some minced chillis. All veggies chopped mini cube size so they blend with the cheese. Toasted crispy.
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