Itās my voice but itās definitely not me because she refers to me. For instance when I need to get up in the morning itās like ādude you have to get up you have so much to do and you canāt afford to have a late start.ā In other words, itās never coming through in the first person. So itās like someone with my voice constantly talking to me I guess. Sheās cool though, a little judgy at times, but really fucking funny and I couldnāt imagine living my life without her tbh. The biggest con to an internal monologue in my experience is that I canāt shut it off. And you canāt really ignore it because itās in your head.
Itās insane to me that people donāt have internal monologues, though. Like yāall are just thinking on mute? Thereās no one else up there?