Literally, just trying so hard, too hard in life. I don’t know why it’s so frowned upon. But there is nothing wrong with it. I‘d rather accept failure after trying hard than be defeated as a result of my own laziness. One thing I love about this platform is that you can take a break from trying too hard, and just share what you wanna share. I already have 1 million different platforms, where I try to be famous and seen by others, It’s nice to just take a break from all of that.