Honestly, This app really helped me to display my thoughts freely. I don't post on other social media, mostly because I don't feel the need. But this app has helped me develop the dexterity needed to post on social media regardless of the amount of interactions I get per post. Deep in me is about no longer feeling embarrassed which is something I dealt with constantly in the past.
I also think you should grow up. Your life doesn't end where the life of others begin. You'll continue to annoy people and keep on existing and that's fine. Truthfully, I think you're more prone to bother people when you adopt a self-deprecating attitude to you. So lose it. It's not serving you in any way. If it's costing you to live your life with confidence, learn to live with certainty first. There's no need for you to alter the reality you're living in with negative thoughts about yourself .
XOXO.