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The past few weeks I cant shake the feeling no matter what I'm doing that I'm always doing the wrong thing with my time and should be doing something else instead
Even when I plan out my day and do exactly what I planned when I said I would
How do i fix this without first discovering my one and only true life's calling
Jan 27, 2024
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a recent discovery of mine is that only so often will you be punished for making the wrong life decisions
there are times where i get completely hung up on two decisions that both seem like good decisions, but despite this abundance of awesome decisions the only thing i get out is misery in being unable to choose ...
i think that part of maturing is realising the easiest way to make yourself happy in this situation is to just choose one and remind yourself that, even if the other decision ends up better, firstly you're not even gonna know (lol) and secondly you can't underestimate your willpower to make the most out of the hand you've been dealt. i'm not saying ability deliberately - i'm saying willpower - but at the end of the day having that will is more important than whether or not you can pull it off in the new and mysterious situation you may find yourself in. this way you open yourself up to actually making these decisions and #ReapingTheJoy because you can't do so the longer you worry!
May 5, 2025
Currently I am finding it rather difficult to find myself in this world and what I want to do. Being 21 and in college really puts a lot of pressure on you when your peers are entering their last year at university. I’ve never known what I want to do, i’ve never had a lifelong dream of becoming something. I never had that feeling. Out of high school I had no idea what to do with my life so i copied another persons life instead of taking my own route. I realized then this is never a good idea you should always be yourself. The issue is I don’t know myself, I don’t know what I want to do with my life. I don’t know what I want to become career wise. I have many lifelong goals and plans for my future like getting married, starting a family, and moving to a beautiful house preferably outside of lakeway it’s just the roadblock of how I’m gonna do all of that. Career and money really puts a lingering constant pressure on me and it is genuinely one of the worst feelings in the world. Seeing your peers grow up and get internships and jobs and opportunities when you have no clue whatsoever what you want to do is rough. I do believe somewhere in my mind that I will randomly find a calling or a passion and turn that into a well paying career. But for now i’m stuck.
Apr 19, 2025
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i don’t know what i want to do with my life and i feel like im behind wherever i need to currently be — and the worst part is i don’t know where im meant to be
May 11, 2025
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I don’t like posting anymore because on Twitter i get mostly comments from unhinged right wingers and on Instagram from hs and college friends who think im weird
But on the perfectly imperfect app? Who knows
Jan 27, 2024
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We need to mostly return to medieval times, just the general vibes and rhythm And je ne sans quoi of how things were back then.
Jan 28, 2024
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One day i will create a breathtaking artwork that will tell the story of my life in a way which retroactively makes every cringe thing I ever did non-cringe in a way by redeeming it through some transformative narrative structure. then i will finally be safe to expose the truth of my journey to the world
Jan 27, 2024