and also that I can do whatever I want if I try !!!! heavily considering starting to do concert photography and maybe learning how to play hockey while I'm on my gap year. I think it would be fun
This will beat every Aphex Twin compilation ambient dub techno 40 hz white noise layered brown noise binaural beats cafe jazz piano rainy day mix you'll ever listen to
then making it every day for the next year. this is the best way to become dependent on caffeine with the added benefit of knowing how to make your own coffee. it's not nearly the same as drinking an energy drink or preworkout, but there's an artisanal quality to it that makes life worth living.
These things are never set in stone are they. You never know where you'll be 2 years 5 years 10 years from now, but even if things fail and you don't follow through with your back up, at least you know your past self was looking out for you
