i love yapping. especially to my friends. share everything ! nonchalance and cultivating a mysterious aura is so middle school. i love talking about the small things, and the big ones too.
I just like telling people about the things I like. I want to share what I'm excited about. I want to share the little moments I feel like people might also understand. Sometimes I don't have a specific friend I can share it with. Sometimes I just want to put it out there to have it out of my head. It's not cynical, it's just the need to tell people about things.
I've realized I'm a good listener because people sometimes tell me things without me even asking, but I find it beautiful. I also enjoy gossiping. Like it's so sacred when people tell me their secrets. I feel like that girl from the movie Little Secrets (2001). It's a skill I cherish a lot.
how awesome must it be to, for once, feel like you belong. join a conversation and feel whole and true. meet people and feel as though you were made for this, that your entire life has led to this one moment and this one feeling.
iām not meant to work i am only meant to hangout and have fun. i feel dead inside. i close h&m ginormous flagship location literally every single day of the week and and im going insane and want to rip out my insides and lay my brain out like one long worm and then have someone use it as a tightrope.
