is geniunely so funny to talk about with your friends afterwards. i will NEVER say no to a weird guy asking me on a date because it's a guaranteed good story
This morning I had a date for the first time in a million years and I was scared and hadnโt slept so I called my friend crying and together we talked whilst I got ready. We agreed that I would just do my best and accept whatever happened even if it was weird or embarrassing because itโs fine to do things scared. Then I walked out the front door in my cute little outfit with my hair and makeup done like nothing whatsoever was wrong and I had that damn date and it was kinda stilted and he didnโt text me after but it was essentially fine ๐๐ป
i felt so wiped i considered cancelling the first date i scheduled with a girl. but i made a couple cups of coffee, showered, powered through. and we collaged the whole night away, talking and laughing and staying up til we fell asleep together on my couch at 5AM. her voice is so lovely. i havenโt felt so Myself with someone new in so long.
